朋友

常常在想，“朋友”到底是什么？回顾所有留在手机里的友情信息，却还是找不到答案。也许它是一道无解题，从来就不曾有过答案。没人会预计友情何时出现或消失。一段友情的有效期，多长？多久？每人懂，也算不出。它从来就没有一个方程式去理解。
在你需要的时候，所谓“朋友”会否陪在身旁？是真心还是虚伪？
我不再去依赖，那只会让自己受伤害。一个人独自走入人海，自己填补那片空白。不期待就不会受伤害。我不再相信所谓友谊。所有承诺都不可靠，只有自己才能做自己的依赖。用太多的谎言与借口去编织的梦，始终不会有结局。

人，没有做不到的事，只有不肯做的事

不知不觉，日子就这样一天一天过去了。假期即将到了尾声，又到了要分离的时候了。这次的离开，我应该可以更洒脱了。这一趟回来，我领悟到很多，也得到很多启发。
人，有时候真的该回到原点去找寻自我。不管飞得多高多远后，适当的回首，会带来不一样的启发。
回来后的一个星期，家里有了变化。大哥结婚了。拍拖接近8年后，他们终于结婚了。真心的祝福他们真的可以幸福，快乐。
舅舅和舅母从新加玻下来。舅母的话，让我明白生活，也让我知道短暂的放手背后所带来的幸福。我真的要好好牢记这一切。这次回去就不可以一直嚷嚷着要回来。我一定可以熬过一切的挑战。
人，没有做不到的事，只有不肯做的事。。。。。。
父母认为自己无法深处高大威猛的孩子，但孩子一天天长大了，长得比父母更高，更大。
平民认为自己无法变富翁，但多少富翁都是平民。
只肯做，肯踏出第一步就有希望，就是迈向成功的钥匙。

离家的第一天

再次坐飞机的那刻，终于能体会林俊杰的歌《翅膀》里的心情。
~同样的机场，不同世界，同样的咖啡，不同味觉，同样的我和我都少了一些，看飞机滑过天空不见了~
依然忘不了第一次离家的那个傍晚。第一次离家，竟是要坐飞机，飞越那汪洋无际的海洋，到我国德尾端去。真的很不想去！但这是安排，我无所推卸的安排。只能闭上眼，让泪在心里流。
在家人与朋友的欢送下，生平第一次的踏上了飞机。整个机座，载满了我无数的挂念心情。
当飞机从低空飞起，我的思念也就这样被带走。我并没有落泪。因为它不是结束，而是一个开始。
那天，我的班机是得转机。因此，在另一座机场时候的我是孤独的。身边不再有家人，朋友的陪伴。也预习了一个人的流浪。
凌晨12。45，终于抵达了目的地。原本以为必须在空虚的机场过夜，但，庆幸的是，当我推着行李走出机场时，等待我的是大学的接送团。心里的不安顿时减少了一半。坐上巴士，人巴士开往开启我人生的另一的地点。
1。30am左右，到达了宿舍。办了手续，终于可以休息了。一个人提着两个行李，找不到我的房间。想说，把行李献歌者，等找到房间后才搬。谁知这一搁，让我迷路也遗失了行李。
漆黑的夜里，我该如何是好？疲惫的身躯何时才可以休息？
就在我快崩溃时，我遇到了一个前辈。她让我去找我的行李，谢天谢地，我总算找到了。之后她就带我到我的房间。报名时，那人说我的房间已经有人，但我进去时，除了电灯与风扇的陪伴就没有人了。搁下了行李，找了一张床。好旧好肮脏的床。然我犹豫了10分钟，要不要在那床上铺床单。最后还是铺了。
2。30am左右
拖着汗流浃背的身躯去冲凉。任花洒的水冲去我的疲惫，却冲不掉我的思念。就这样，结束了我离家的第一夜。

好久没在这里写了。回来槟城已经两个星期。好好噢。。。。。吃了好多东西，胖了！（应该是）

最近心情超不好的!就算隔了几天,被伤害的心还是不能痊愈......好讨厌....每天还得对着那讨人厌的人!有家又不回,呆在这里骗吃骗喝.讨厌死了!

excited

上个星期六和日，大学课外活动孤儿院去。好累人的两天一夜。一间房间才三张床褥，却得睡十多人。怎么睡呢？就头在床上，脚在地上。早上醒来时简直就剩半条命啦。。。。。。。还有更糟的，就是小朋友们12点吃午餐，我们这些“大朋友”却在下午两点才有的吃。而且啊。。。。。吃什么知道吗？白饭配包菜。对！你没看错，我也没写错。。。。真是是有够力的说。。。。。
不过那边的孤儿们真的很可怜。一个个发育不良的。中学生看起来却像个小学生。看得人都心酸。。。。
星期六那天听到了一个超开心的消息。。。。。。栋梁终于要来沙巴啦！而且地点就在我大学附近的商场。。。。。我怎么可以错过呢？哈哈。。。。好期待哦。。。。。现在每田支持一餐，要村钱买他的撞击给他签名。。。。。希望真的去成。。。。。。可以看到他的 本人！！！！！！期待期待。。。。。。。。

The day i spoke more

Today finally finish my presentation.Really talk more.After the presentation,the lecture question out a lot of question.I standing there and answer all the question by my self.God!!!She said 'The last question'.But it's actually have munch more else.i almost answer 5 to 6 question.Is she mean it?
After that have my other class presentation.We prepare the note so no need to stand there to spoke but the lecture also ask me question.....haiz.......izit my face wrote that 'please ask me question?'strange...........
Today my lip burst....so pain.....gonna sick liao?
my body also have a big hot.....
Later have one more group meeting.After that munch back early to do revision liao.aza aza fighting

Feeling bad

one day by one day.....i feel that I really have no mood to join the person that we so close last time.Well,I hate the feel.It's a brand new stupid feel.Since last two week,after I done all my assignment,I start duwan to connect with my group member.Befopre this,our relationshi9p was so close,but now?I just wanna leave them.....feel like have no mood or any topic to talk wuth them.Although we are same class,but now i also will leave one space with them.when they talk bout the funny thing or gosip,I have no ideal on it!Duwan to listen!Feel like very noisy.
I very can't understand about this such stupid feel.....
I think I must ignore it right now!What I should do is done my best on my final exam!ya!i must think bout it!Gambeteh!!!!

Happy moon cake's festival

Last Saturday joining my senior to celebrate the moon cake festival.Unlike the day before,thet celebration at campus.It's a good day.We can saw the big and bright moon with the compeny of the star.....It's my name...hahaha....we fiorst get our dinner together,after that we play some game together with the person we know or just know.Well,it just a small game,but i get lot fun.At least I'm not alone in this festival night.We also play the gueesing game.Thereafter,we eat the moon cake together.That's many type of moon cake.My favorite is durian moon cake.....nice!!!Before the party end,they give the present to the winner of the ompetition.I get the prize.....hahaha....how clever I'm.....wakakaka.....Know what the present its?It's a tanglung.....but we din play it thenwe go bck our campus liao....after bck my hostel, my senior companyt me play the tanglung.I play and see the moon and star.....I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my home town.my parent,and my old friend......it's my first moon cake festival without you all.......hope that u all oso have an happy and harmony moon cake festival...cheer...............

月没圆人也不团圆

昨天我们大学有举办第一届的中秋晚会.本来我还很期待的,但,一场无情的大雨天,熄灭了我心中的快乐细胞.我真的不快乐!一点都不!!我好想家!没有春夏秋冬的家.但却下起雨了.我不想在徘徊在人群里,不象一次又一次的被伤害.我决放手,离开现在所拥有的.
其实一个人也可以过得很好,总比被遗忘的好!我的离开,不会留下任何痕迹,因为他们从来就不曾关心.
但一切结束了.就是离开的时候.希望我是可以潇洒的离开.

Movie Day

Yesterday one of my lecture din come, so after waiting her for half an hour, we all leave the class room.I and my friend then go 1-Borneo to watch movie.We actually want to watch Singapore movie "Where Got Ghost".But the show time not match,so we watch the Hong Kong movie whose act of Richie Ren, Louis Koo and Ye Shuan-"Accident".It's quit a boring movie. Only25 people in the cinema.Can't even understand what the movie actually is.At the end, all the actor die......haiz......what all such theme....
We plan to go to watch the "Where Got Ghost?"on this Thursday if can.Hopefully can lah.

moon cakes festival

This Friday our campus have an Moon Cake Festival. Unfortunately, i have my replacement class. If go after the festival start, feel like no fun cos will loss some interesting part. Just now my senior told me that this Saturday they will have the moon cake festival also. Ask me to join.Well,that great right? Later i ask my friend whether they wanna join me or not.If i have go, then i wouldn't feel lonely on this special festival loh........sad actually.cos cannot celebrate with my family even my friend at home town.I really miss them.Well, friend, be patient,I'll back soon.Ya, a very far soon I mean.
I'm very confuse now.Very aspect to go back but also worried.Cos before holiday,will have the final exam.And as i told,i haven't do my revision yet.haiz.............
I must be very hardworking now,so i can back and play happy without any regret.

Starting on the hand of ending

Finally a week boring holiday pass.The new stress will trouble my life.It's almost one month left for our final exam.I even haven't get myself ready on it.Hoe terrible it's!!!
Well, yesterday,before ending this boring holiday, I and my friend have a big "party". We eat a lot....until all of us full......

my new shoe

nice to meet you

mummy and fluffy
sleep at the class.....
my winter look at my hostel
my meal(high calories)
my school twin tower behind

Boring Raya Holiday

it really a boring Raya holiday. Almost two week we break, but with nothing. Bcos of the expensive flight ticket, i just have to stay at here. The canteen at my hostel close for whole the raya. I share with my roommate to bought some food so we can cook at the room. We eat tomyam almost everyday......then stay at hostel with do nothing. I really hate the feel. I actuaaly have many time and can read my book, but i din do so.....I just use the time to watch movie.....my god!How come i lazy like that? Since my fina is near......
Well, i'm very excited to go back soon, but worry too cos have to sit for my first final exam.Hope you guy don't be lazy like me

yo yo... check it out
me and fluffy

My Labuan trip

Last week we have one week holiday.I'd join my senior goes to Labuan,the other part of Sabah.we get quite long time to go there.With the 3day2night trip,we already visit almost all the famous place at there.It's quit fun lah........can hang out with a group of friend to there seem i just here for 1month more.What make me excited is that i finally can see the sunset in my own.It's really quit amazing.......here some of my picture.be sharing.....
the ferry we took to Labuan(have Titanic feel?)
FIRST DAY
UMS(campus Labuan)

PEACE PARK(和平公园)
SECOND DAY

front door of the aquarium
PICTURES TAKE AT THE AQUARIUM

珊瑚海（转身离开，分手说不出来，蔚蓝的珊瑚海。。。。。。。）


寄居蟹


Duyung(传说中的美人鱼，丑到~)


鳗鱼（很长的耶。。。。。他嘴巴里面也像外皮这样的哦，几特别下~）



龙虾（好大只，好好吃。。。。。）



恐龙化石


海龟（真的还是假的?傻傻分不清楚）

THE PICTURE TOOK AT THE BIRD PARK

my castle at bird park

长腿美眉 （拽到~~~~~）



靓女（好漂亮哦~~~~~~~~~）



我变猫头鹰的孩子了


羊羊乖乖吃草哦~


啊。。。。。它们啄我的头。。。（怎么我还这么开心）

让我来为你介绍，这是美丽的孔雀王子哦。。。。

展翅高飞的猫头鹰（你飞不出来，还要飞？long piak?）

LABUAN 地标高塔




SUNSET



DAY THREE(final day,just pass cross)

house built up at the tree

我和雪人合照哦。。。。。。。



我和彦颖

我和春萍

yesterday hang out with friend to 1-Borneo again.we took the picture with the snow man
its cute........so expect i can went back Penang as fast as i can.then i can celebrating the christmas with all my friend.
i miss you guy so munch

遗憾的夕阳

上星期六原本有senior越我们去校内水族馆，沙巴博物馆，还有最重要的是看夕阳，可是由于要和朋友讨论assignment所以就没得去。。。。。。。遗憾。。。。。。。。。。只好要朋友帮我拍一些照片咯。。。。